Move on Version II

Always the exactly same sky and always the same day
Only thing that is different is that you are not here
I thought I've let you go without anything left
But no I still haven't been able to let you go

Longing for you, I am longing for you.
I call you and call you by myself everyday
Missing you because I am missing you, 

now I just call out your name like a habit. Even today

Day by day, I feel like I am dying, so what could I do?

I love you..
Without even being able to tell you these..

Sorry, I am sorry.
Can you hear me?
Could you be able to hear my late confession?
I love you...

I'll try and try to let you go..

But I can't let you go..out of my mine..

So, what can i do?

Keep silent?or let it be?

Move on

03/10/11..
Datang lab macam biasa la berbaju kurung, berselendang..cuma kali ni dgn muka bertouch up sikit...tu la, dh lama rasenya muka ni dibiarkan kusam,pucat..tp kali ni aku try untuk kembali  kepada ainfathma...kata che wan,sejak join morphology workshop ni ain jd over confident..hahaha...mgkin sbb kali ni aku brani melakukan ape yg aku sendiri xpercaya aku leh buat...mungkin starting dr tu kot...ntah la...Bila dtg lab,ade la org ckp ain lawa arini..masa tu kuzek ade sama..so aku gtau la kuzek,"waktu berkabung dah tamat"..Kate kak mah,"bukan berkabung ain,tp dah abis iddah..kalo org dh kawen iddah nya 3bulan, tp disbbkan xkawen lg iddahnya bertambah jd 8bulan"..gelak besar la aku...

Kuzek lak,sblm ni xpnah nk ckp pape kat aku,tetibe je bertanya " ye ke ain dh abis waktu berkabung?kalo cmtu leh la slow2 cari pengganti...jgn dok jd mcm ni je.." aku hanya tersenyum je la...Mmg aku nk move on..tp move on aku bukan bermakna aku lupakan dia...tp move on aku tuk aku sedarkan diri aku..kembali kepada asalnya aku...Move on dr kisah lama...

Kisah lama antara kau dan aku...yang sampai skrang still lg aku xleh lupa...n aku tak tau adakah aku mampu tuk lupakan sume tu secara sengaja....Dulu sayang tanpa cinta...Skrang,tiada sayang tiada cinta...Yang ada hanyalah fairy tale..Kisah dongeng kau dan aku...Aku kena move on..tak leh nk idup di alam fantasi aku lg...Aku ngn dia xkan pernah bertemu...Selama-lamanya...Yess!!!

Ain..Hapuskan dia dr fikiranmu..Lepaskan dia Ain...